salah ya?

Dear,

I’ve just finish reading these interesting-amazing-rocking Books ever..hehe..*lebay mode on*  😀

iya, tetraloginya Twilight Saga by Stephenie Meyer…book 1 till 4…so…great!and i’m fallin’ in love again..qeqeqe…. 😉

yes…it’s unique love story..between a very handsome vampire -yes he is 🙂  – Edward Cullen, with Bella Swan, a human with very delicious blood qeqeqe…ya, a love between a lion and a lamb…very interesting…

and what make me so in love with this novels-and edward indeed- was the love…

a kind of love that…make u feel so safe, even someone you love is someone who has a power to target u as a victim..xixixxi..vampir geto…

hmm, Bella merasa nyaman krn cintanya melindungi…menenangkan…membahagiakan… & as a vampire, Edward sangat2 lembut memperlakukan bella, sangat2 tdk egois (well, amazing khan?mencintai dan tdk egois hmm….)…

Edward was so admiring…love her unconditionally…hmmmm….

and the cullens family?was so amazing!they’re a good vampire, means they never drink a human blood…they call it a vegetarian vampire.. 🙂 a very loving and warm family…Edward’s siblings, Rosalie, Emmet, Alice, & jasper, with their foster parents, Carlisle & Esme…dlm ikatan “keluarga” yg sangat2 erat, saling mendukung, & melindungi…well, meskipun sebagian besar masalah comes from Bella.. *rolling eyes*

and I learn.. a lot…about love 🙂

jujur, the way Edward loves, hit me…well, i dream about it…found and feel that kind a love will make you very happy, isn’t it?trust me, it is more that the love u could find in “roman2 picisan”..cinta mendayu2 with so much “I Love You”..no, not that kind of love…not. Cinta Edward melindungi.titik. melindungi dr bahaya?yes..dan yg penting, melindungi dr semua ketidakbahagiaan yg mungkin dirasakan Bella…come on, berapa byk cinta yg bisa begitu?

well, i’m not trying to be sinical…but, in my life, belum pernah kutemukan cinta spt itu…if we’re talking about relationship between a man and a woman…in a real life…

then i promise myself, if  Allah give me a second chance…a second life…Please Allah, give me someone who could love me unconditionally…love me (n ais) just like Edward loves Bella…cinta sederhana…cuma ingin membahagiakan..hmm..Cinta karena Allah…dunia akhirat..aamiin Ya Allah…

duh, mulai lagi penyakit lama…terlalu menghayati novel..hehehe…thats why, reading novels not just a hobby..tp juga pelipur lara..hahaha…*masih lebay mode on*

tp ga salah khan mimpi?ga salah khan berharap?hmm…salah ya? 😦